Beyond The Expectation: June 2010

Aina's top favorite places around the world

Oh Heaven, I love travelling. It makes me high!! hahahaha. Btw, bawah ni merupakan list tempat-tempat yang aku nak pegi sangat2x!! If I my pocket full with dollars, it wont be a problem. It's a single thing that I wanted to do before I die- Travelling around the world.

Ok, sit up and relax as I'm going to bring to an imaginary travel that you guys won't even watched in National Geography.

The list goes by....

1. Machu Piccu- Peru

Situated in Peru, Southern America

Pre-columbian site.

famous with the uniqueness

mcm sarang semut

2. Terracotta Army-Xian, China

Tentera tanah liat

Dibina oleh Maharaja pertama China

Raja percaya eternity life dan mahu membina kerajaan selepas mati

Dijumpai oleh seorang petani di daerah Xian

unik kan?? huhuhu

muka lain2 ikut dinasti

3. Parthenon, Greece

kuil Parthenon

Dibina pada zaman Yunani kuno untuk dewi athena

kuil paling besar di dunia

4. Corinth Canal- Greece

laluan kapal paling sempit didunia

man-made canal

cantik membelah laut Aegan di greece

5. Angkor Wat- Cambodia

Kuil Hindu zaman Asia kuno

scene tomb of rider Angelina Jolie

I like the carving..

creepy but unique

sy nk sgt2 pegi sini!!

inside Angkor Wat..

6. Carbova Mosque- Spain

Dibina pd zaman Khalifah Abbasiyah

lambang keagungan Islam yg maju ketika dahulu

tempat perkembangan ilmu agli dan naqli

kalu dapat pergi sini mesti kagum dgn architecture kt sini..

7. Kimianets-Podilskyi- Ukraine

OMG!!!

somebody please take me here!!!

it makes me wanna live in a fairytale world

with the castle and dungeon hehehe

I do not know how to pronounce this castle

hahaha

Istana ni dibina merupakan tempat tinggal raja dulu2

sebelum dikuasai oleh empayar uthmaniyyah

astonish with the scene..wow. @.@

8. Colloseum- Rome, Italy

Dibina oleh kerajaan Rome pada medieval age

tempat gladiator

musnah pada satu ketika akibat kebakaran

(see the top of the building)

Tempat ni pon one of my dreamed places

slalu gak berangan dapat g sini

haha

9. Niagara Fall- Canada

kalau jatuh dalam gaung air terjun tu,

confirm mati kan??

10. St. Basil Cathedral- Russia

at first tengok bangunan ni,

aku ingat masjid..

hahaha

dua kali tengok,

aku nmpak macam candy

sedap je kaler2 tu

bila bukak buku,

rupanya ni Cathedral (gereja)

hahahah

interior dalam cathedral tu

cantik la..

I really impress with the carvings..

11. Bran's Castle- Romania

I really like this place!!

Istana ni sgt unik

cuba tgk betul2..

bukit tu bersambung dgn istana..

nampak mcm bukit tu tumbuh istana

Did I just mentioned just now how i love the carvings?

dikatakan, kat istana ni la bermula peristiwa

dracula..

Vlad the impaler

Dracula dilahirkan dan dibesarkan di istana ni

massacre byk berlaku kt sini

so, he hungers for blood

one thing for sure, Dracula tu wujud

cuma, dracula tu manusia biasa yg gila darah..

bukan hantu

12. Pisa Tower- Italy

menara ni pd aslnya dibina sebagai menara loceng

pd mulanya straight

tp disebabkan tanah mendap

so it bends down

arkitek yg bina menara ni takut jatuh himpap org kt bwh

so dia pon add more besi nk stabilisekan

so..jd cmni la

no doubt now, it's safe!!

Best kalau dpt pegi sume tempat tu..

at least sekali seumur hidup..

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Movie mania!

Labels: movie

Dah lepas habis LI ni i have 2 weeks off before going back to UMK and starts Year 2 (Sem 3). Yee...

tanggal 28 June 2010 dah genap setahun aku jadi Vet student!!!!!

Well, baru je setahun tp byk giler yg aku tempuhi. I went through ups and downs and learnt new things in life. Kan org ckp experience is a good teacher and indeed.

Talk about our new juniors...dulu la kan, I was very unwelcoming..bukan aku xsuke, tp kalu dorang ade nnti dh xde la 'kami-kami' je. Pastu fakulti nnti dah sibuk uruskan 80 students and xde mase untuk kami..

But now, profesionally I relised, it's good to have juniors. It makes me want to show them the best which means I must be more hard working. Dengar2 cite junior kami terdiri daripada budak2 pandai..

Ok, rasa 'terancam' sikit.. (pengakuan bengong) haha

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Untuk 2 minggu ni, aku duduk umah je..and download movie..The movie that I wanted sooooooo badly is The Hunting (1999) acted by Catherine-Zeta jones and Owen wilson

ni poster movie tu

Mengisahkan sebuah tinggalan mansion berhantu yang dimiliki oleh seorang jutawan tekstil pada kurun ke-18 yang telah membunuh diri akibat gagal mendapatkan zuriat. Isterinya juga telah membunuh diri terlebih dahulu daripada suaminya sebab tertekan x bole dpt anak. Mansion yang didirikan besar macam istana dan byk ukiran kanak-kanak. Ade beberapa bilik rahsia yang akan merungkaikan misteri disebalik kenapa rumah ni berhantu.

Beliau yang mempunyai sebuah estet (candy estet kot) mempunyai ramai pekerja yang terdiri daripada kanak2 (biasela kurun ke 18..child labor). Disebabkan Jutawan ni suke sgt dgn budak2, jadi dia bawak balik ramai budak2 tu balik rumah estet dia tetapi tidak pernah dipulangkan semula.... (jeng3..what hapenned??)

Selepas isterinya bunuh diri, Jutawan yg desperate nak anak ni kawin satu lagi..Dia berjaya dapat seorang bayi perempuan hasil perkahwinan dgn perempuan tu, tetapi berubah jadi gila sebab masih sayangkan isteri pertamanya itu dan mula membuat perkara pelik2. Isteri kedua dia tu takut jutawan tu nk cederakan dirinya dan akhirnya melarikan diri dgn baby dia..lepas tu barulah jutawan tu bunuh diri..

200 tahun kemudian, seorang wanita terbaca kat news paper tentang kajian seorang professor tentang how to overcome the fear and also kajian insomiatic..kajian itu akan berlangsung lebih kurang 3 hari kat Rumah estate yang berhantu tu. Wanita yang desperate nak duit terpaksa menyewa apartmentnya beberapa hari kepada seorang penyewa dan bergerak pegi umah estate tu untuk join jadi peserta program tu.Pada mulanya dia xtaw pape..

Malam pertama, tali piano tersentap dan mengenai mata salah seorang peserta..

Hari kedua, Wanita tersebut ternampak ilusi seorang kanak-kanak berpakaian lama tergantung leher di sebuah taman bunga..

Hari ketiga, kebenaran sebenar terbongkar...wanita itu rupanya seorang..

To be continue...korang kene la tgk la sendiri..huhuhu. It wont be surprise anymore if I tell you :)

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Somewhere, someone

Labels: dreaming..

Somewhere out there

Beneath the pale moonlight

Someone's thinking of me

and loving me tonight...

Somewhere out there

Someone's saying a prayer

That we'll find one another

in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are

It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night will starts to sing a lonesome lullaby

It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky....

Somewhere out there

If love can see us through

Then we will together

somewhere out there,

out where dreams come true...

Waiting...

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Happy Father's Day, Abah

Labels: Abah

I ♥ my dad

I ♥ Abah

I ♥ him

He is the first man I ever loved in my life.

He's the hero in my life

He's my everything

He can't be replace even with 1000 of angels

Because he's the angel in my life..

"It doesn't matter who my father was; it matters who I remember he was." - Anne Sexton

Sayang Abah..

Dulu masa adik kecik2, abah selalu betulkan barbie doll adik yang selalu tercabut kepala tangan tu. Abah balik kerja terus betulkan barbie adik sebelum makan. Kadang-kadang saje je adik cabut kepala barbie tu sebab saja nk suruh abah pasang..ngee :)

Abah selalu dukung adik lepas bagun tido. Pastu petang-petang selalu mandikan adik. Lepas mandi, tu abah tabur bedak 1 badan...sampai sekarang adik x bole tido kalau xde bedak..

Dulu lepas balik kerja, lepas makan selalu abah bagi 20sen beli choki-choki kt kedai runcit depan rumah. Kadang-kadang abah xbagi sebab selalu sangat makan choki-choki..hehehe

Bila dah besar sikit, Abah bawak pegi jalan-jalan luar negara. Negara yang first kita pegi ialah Arab Saudi buat umrah. Adik mana tau pape mase tu...Abah pegi buat umrah, adik tinggal kt hotel main dgn anak Pakcik Beran...balik2 umrah abah bagi yoyo berlampu..

Since then, byk kali abah bawak adik jalan-jalan. Bukan luar negara je, 1 malaysia kita dah round. Sebab tu adik teror geography..hihi

Abah tau adik suka sejarah..mesti dalam setahun mesti kita pergi tempat-tempat bersejarah mcm Lembah bujang, pasir salak..

Abah xpernah comparekan kebolehan adik dengan anak-anak orang lain. Walaupun masa adik kt sekolah dulu adik x pandai, tp abah xpernah marah paksa adik belaja. Result UPSR yg xde A langsung tu, abah xpenah nk marah..abah cool je.

Bila adik dpt result cemerlang PMR, abah terus peluk adik cakap tahniah. Adik bertekad nak ambil vet bila dah besar nanti, abah xpenah bantah.abah cakap "selagi adik berjaya jadi orang, perkerjaan apa-apa pon boleh..."

Hadiah yang paling bermakna abah pernah bagi ialah percutian ke europe. Abah tunaikan janji tu walaupun kita tunggu 3 tahun untuk tu..Tp Alhamdulillah,kita dpt pergi balik dengan selamat.

Bila adik dapat masuk matrik, Abah xbagi adik balik rumah naik bas. Abah selalu anta adik pergi balik rumah masa duduk matrik. Kawan-kawan adik semua balik rumah naik bas. Penah sekali adik tanye abah kenapa xbagi adik balik rumah naik bas. Pastu ni yang abah reply;

"Adik, kalau abah ni kerja buruh kasar dan xde duit, memang abah akan suruh adik balik naik bas. Tapi bila Allah dah kurniakan rezeki yang murah dan kesihatan yang baik macam ni, biarlah abah berkorban hantar anak abah ni balik..."

His words bring tears in my eyes..

Mulianya Abah..

Aku bertekad belajar bersungguh-sungguh untuk kerana nak balas budi mak dan abah. Selagi mereka xdapat merasa duit gaji aku, selagi tu aku akan terus berusaha untuk mereka. Aku takkan benarkan mereka duduk rumah orang tua bila aku dah dewasa nanti!!

Abah merupakan insan yg paling gembira apabila dapat tau aku dapat kos veterinar kt Universiti. Bangga sangat dia..memecah tradisi keluarga kami yang xde sape pon ambil kos medik. Abah sanggup drive 8 jam dari KL-Kelantan untuk hantar aku masuk universiti. Bila dah duduk sana, Abah masih xbagi aku balik naik bas..so, setiap kali cuti mesti aku balik naik flight..selamat katanya.

Abah xkisah kalu adik ade boyfriend..abah suruh cari kt U..hehehe

Kalau abah call adik, mesti cite pasal Qullip, Qullip makan buah la, qullip pukul kucing lain la, Qullip kencing la...

Kalau adik balik KL, mintakla apa nak, mesti abah bagi..kalau teringin nak makan apa, mesti malam tu jugak abah dah start engine bawak g mane2..

Abah suke jamming kt rumah. Kadang2 sakit telinga jugak dengar. Tapi tu la fevret abah dgn mak bila dah pencen ni..

Bila difikirkan baik, adik sangat2 bertuah dapat bapa mcm abah. Tak ramai ayah yang sanggup hantarkan anaknya ke sana sini pastu plak selalu bawa jalan2 dalam dan luar negara. Abah lebih memahami apa yang adik nak.

I think my dad is a treasure from God!!

Abah dan Qullip

Happy father's day, Abah

Kamaruzaman Bin Bistamam

I ♥ you...

Kalau adik nak cari teman hidup yang sama macam abah, agaknya wujud x org yang macam tu lagi??

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Sakit jiwa

Tengah bergembira masa tengah praktikal ni tetiba plak aku mendapat berita kejutan dari rumah..

My mum called..she says

Surat daripada JPA.

****another warning****

I was speechless. My mum sounded worry and..

I feel like my world turned dark. I couldn't find even a beacon..

"Apasal boleh jadi cmni?? ni dah kali kedua JPA hantar warning!! surat yg first mentioned pointer sem 1 bawah 1.5. Adik ingatkan error daripada system typing and dah buat aduan and hantar result yg betul pastu ingat JPA dah betulkan result and I was expecting an apology letter saying "..maaf atas kesilapan.." but what they send me now?? another warning letter??????"

I screamed off the phone. I never intended to yell at my mum..It's just that I'm tired...it has been 2 times JPA sent me "love letter". Boleh la sabar lagi first time, tapi dah dua kali cmni sakit jiwa aku.

Tak pasal2 nama aku dlm warning list.

Dah malas aku nak menyumpah..xbaik la..mak ayah aku xpenah ajar anak main sumpah ni

But,

It's not me!!!

Ya Allah, tabahkan hati aku..Tunjukkan kebenaran itu...

:((

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Where did the feeling go?

Labels: the feeling is seeking for happiness. There is where it goes

I came across this hadith while reading a book. I nearly cried. It says;

Rasulullah saw bersabda;

"Sesungguhnya Jibrail diberi tugas bagi menguruskan segala keperluan anak-anak adam. Sekiranya seorang hamba kafir berdoa, Allah berfirman kepada Jibrail,

Hai Jibrail, tunaikanlah keperluannya, sesungguhnya Aku tidak suka mendengar permintaannya.

Dan sekiranya seorang hamba mukmin berdoa, Allah berfirman kepada Jibrail;

Wahai Jibrail, jangan kau tunaikan dulu permintaannya, kerana aku suka mendengar permohonannya... "

Hadis riwayat Jabir

Renung-renungkanlah hadis ini. Adakah kita berada di kalangan org yg beriman atau tidak..Adakah kita semua mampu menjadi seorang mukmin yang sejati??

Aku dah beberapa kali menilai diri sendiri. Apa yg baik di mata org bukan baik di mata aku. Aku dapat rasakan diri ini hanyalah sekadar jasad yang mampu berpura-pura sedangkan hati ini adalah segala-galanya. Aku hanya mampu berkata-kata ke arah kebaikan sedangkan diri ini masih belum sempurna. Yup, I'm just a sinner saved by grace. I need more self-discoveries to continue this uncertainty journey.

"Ya Allah, jauhkan aku dari perasaan hasad dengki, khianat, khianat, cemburu dan dekatkanlah aku dari sifat-sifat mahmudah. Hanya Engkau sajalah yg mampu membaca hati ini..Janganlah Kau palingkan hatiku ini ke arah kekufuran kerana sesunguhnya kekufuran itu adalah seburuk-buruk manusia..."

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Sekeping hati..

Sekeping hati,

Walaupun kau dimiliki oleh seorang wanita yang lemah,

Jadikanlah dia seorang yg kuat,

bukan seorang yg emosional dan mudah memendam rasa,

Jadikan dia setegar-tegar besi,

yang mampu menahan sindiran dan kesedihan.

She's wants to be strong

She needs you to stand by her own

When hope is out of sight...

Wahai sekeping hati,

Tabahlah dengan segala dugaan,

Jauhkan dari si cemburu dan si dengki,

Jadikan pemilikmu itu seorang yg keras dgn perasaan-perasaan ini.

She was born with heart made of paper. Highly fragile. But she is destined to be a great. She is a wonder woman. :)

Listen to Air Supply- I can wait forever.

It melts.

lalalalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

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cabaran seorang bakal vet

Labels: animals, farm

hmm..hehehhe salam wbt.

Ok, back to reality. Aku officially dh 2 minggu kt Pusat Ternakan Haiwan Ulu Lepar yg sgt2 best. I think I'm being spoil brat la kat sini. Sume org baik dgn aku/kami. Tapi yg paling xbest kt sini is kene naik tgga yg x same saiz sebanyk (79) i repeat 79!!!!!!!!!!! giler arrr.... mcm naik Batu Caves huhuhu tp disebabkan kami sgt2 dimanjakan, setiap kali balik dari ladang mesti ada staff2 yg tolong hantarkan balik umah naik lori, tractor, jeep dan sebagainya...huhuhu. Macam2 kenderaan yg aku dh naik..kapal selam je yg belom kot..heee

A lil' bit of introduction about my practical farm

main entrance

view from top..

view from the farm..nice :)

our house..

stok makanan selama 4 minggu (kononnye)

tp second week dh abis hehe

pembahagian tugas..guess which group I am?? hehe

lembu2 beratur hahha comel

anak2 lembu (calves) nelore..they're cute but notty

susah taw nk handle budak2 ni

girls of Ulu Lepar.

our first pose

xdilupakan cameragirl

si lot hehehe

climbing up the stairs..

79 steps!!!!!!!!!

kurus la kalau naik turun tangga ni hri2

I learn how to drive a tractor!! that's the most interesting part here

im driving a tractor!!

our supervisor..Dr Wan Zarina.

she's a real lady vet ♥

inside the jeep. I couldn't tahan that chemical smell

repairing the gate that was hit by bulls

treating wound

treating maggot wound...sakit rawrr

vaccine and medicine. see the needles, quite scary

this is how we handle the cows one by one.

head crust

makan makan

feeding...

buat silage (rumput jeram)

himpap bagi penyek

hahaha PROBONO!!

atas tractor huhu

ni nak ambil sampel rumput ke sampel org??

hahaha

actually byk lagi gmba2 kami disini..cukup la sekadar pengenalan terhadap kerja2 ladang disini. 1 thing i learnt here is to foster a patience value. Working with animals is somehow hard because we dont speak their language and to handle them need a high level of patience. Kadang2 geram gak kat lembu2 ni yg susah nk ikut ape yg kita suruh dia buat and somehow kalau dia dah mengamuk and kicking memang susah nk cool kan balik. Kesabaran itu perlu dalam menangani pelbagai situasi dan biarlah pendidikan haiwan ini dpt menaikkan tahap sabar aku. Aku pernah hampir kene tendang time bagi sekor bull ni vaksin. Salah aku gak cucuk kuat2 pastu sampai bengkok jarum tu.hehehe.xpela, first experiaence tu..bile lagi kan? Hopefully dgn cara mcm ni aku dpt belajar to be a better vet in the future. :)

I'll catch up with more updates later..dak dok pendalaman ni susah nk online laju2.Nak upload gamba pon mcm tunggu kucing bertanduk je.haha

"we strive to be excellence!!"

OMG, minggu depan dah abis LI...

kejap je rasenye huhuhu.

rase byk lg ilmu psl ladang dan pengurusan haiwan yg xtaw

assignments and assignments!!

xabis2 mengganggu masa lapang aku

sengal la cik meducci ni..

bukan ko suke sgt ke dgn busy life??

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My secret beloved

Oh!

I'm looking for a man

who live in my fantasy

where he is the prince

and I am his "princess"

and the story started

when I was locked off in the dragon tour

counting days and nights

waiting for someone to rescue

and when the prince came

he defeated the dragon

and brought me out

to see the world

our true love kiss has broke the spell

and now I'm free..and be his Queen forever

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Oh!

do he live in my world? in my reality?

or it's just a fairy tale?

where it used to be my bedtime story

is that prince charming is exist for me?

or if he existed,

do I deserve him?

do i? do i??

I'm a girl...in every man's nightmares..

though I never hope i will have to love someone

but still in my heart

this feeling growing

the feeling that wanted to be love and care
I have thought it deeply

I want my prince is the one

that cuddles me

that loves me even though in hard times

that always be there for me

that always brings a sun in my day,

stars in my night

that always knew my best

that always give a strength

and put aside my weakness...

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though I never know when the time will come

but I still believe

someday my prince will come

and like a cupid

his arrow penetrate my heart

and I will love him

forever and ever more

till' my last breath on earth...

I complete his ribs

I am his Eve...

Baru balik lepas tgk movie Shrek-Forever After

rase mcm nk dpt je org mcm shrek

buruk tapi hati baik.

I adored him! :)

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It has been 6 months

since the final exam ended

and we were waiting...and waiting...

stressss gilerr!!

tah bape byk rumors dgr psl result

i dont count how many tear drops falled

worrying too much

and we were waiting as if the result took us forever to publish

it was time...we were finally gave up

like Doreis Day says; Que sera sera

(Whatever will be, will be)

dah x kisah psl bila nk kuar result sem 2.

jemu menunggu...

ape nk jadi jadi lah!!!

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Finally all the riddles unrevealed

the uncertainty is finally straightened

no more doubt

it was written

that i finally got what i deserved

aku xtaw nk luahkan perasaan ni mcm mane lagi

I'm being emotion-less

because it suddenly came out

out of sudden

in the middle of the afternoon

when somebody told me

the result is on the net

i went to see it

praying hard that i could maintain at least 3 pointer.

i expected my sem 2 result will be far more worst than sem 1

clicking, clicking

the moment i laid my eyes on the laptop screen

i said ALHAMDULLILAH..

i finally maintained my result!

hehehe

even tough it dropped slightly 0.4..

but compared to sem 1..

sem 2 was more challenging

I could have done sujud syukur

because Allah has answered my pray

Thank you Allah!!

I will fulfill what I've promised you, Ya Allah :)

Congrats to all Vetties, I hope we can do a lot more better to get a good result next sem :)

Don't be sad, please believe, Allah has arranged something good for you,

everything happened has it's own reason

sometimes we're on top,

and other day we'll down

it must have its own hikmah,

Allah will endow people whom are strong, and patience

towards all the difficulties in life

just bear with it..

buckle up guys!!

the journey is not meeting its own termination yet!!

we'll still got a long way to go

PROVE YOU CAN DO IT!!

My Probonos:

Thanks a lot.I owed u guys a fortune. I can't pay you with mountains full of golds. I can't pay you with anything at all! You guys lead the way for me, to reach the highest sky and grab the shining star. The togetherness has lead to our success and to be more prepared for the upcoming challanges!!

thanks for always be there for me

thanks for the advices

thanks for the stupid jokes and gossips

thanks for always lend me ears to hear my predicaments

thanks for always spend time for me

to entertain my days

to listen to my songs

(even though you DONT like it hahaha)

to warm my lonely nights

to share the laughters,tears and pains

because I knew, no one can ever give that

except YOU, my Probono's

Congrates to All of You!!

Semoga Allah akan sentiasa memberikan yg terbaik untuk kita :)

Usaha, Berdoa dan Tawakal!!

I missed you guys!! :(

Asma Munshi, Akmal Ezat, Paan, Maman!!

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