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Hobi buat masa ini..driving!! Hohoho sgt best driving especially kat jalan sekitar kelantan yg lebar2 ni. Driving skill aku pun tak ok sgt, tp at least kena berlatih lagi baru teror. Aishh benci bukit, selalu stuck..huhu

Nak membodek mak abah belikan aku 1 kereta, tp tu la susah nye..Ya Allah, aku nk kereta...lembutkanlah hati mak abah aku..amin

**mungkinkah kalau sem ni dpt dean abah akan belikan kereta? jeng3


Cik Meducci hampir berjaya

Aku berjaya mendapatkan berat badan ideal! Alhamdulillah. Perlukan turun 2 kilo lagi supaya aku boleh stop diet (tp control). Aku nak kurus macam org lain!! Sape2 boleh bagi tau mcm mana nk kuruskan lengan selain angkat dumbell?




Cik Meducci takut..

Final semakin menghampiri, semakin sesak pula ni. Sem ni agak merudum skit jadi aku kena awal2 prepare for worst. Aku macam semakin malas je ni tapi bila fikir balik apa aku kene tunaikan harapan keluarga Bistamam dan Ab Ghani salah seorang member kene jadi doktor..yup, doktor pertama dalam keluarga besar kami. lalalalalala

Masih struggle..





Cik Meducci sudah jatuh cinta..

...org kata kalau kita asyik terfikir seseorng yg bukan mahram tu, hukumnya haram..tapi,, adoii bape byk dh ni aku buat bende yg sama je..apasal la gatal sgt ni kan??




Sir Lancelot!


Kenapa? kenapa? kenapa?
Dia hensem!!

Merlin season 4 belum habis tgk lagi! huhu



Cik Meducci semakin GARANG!

Aku semakin garang..ada org cakap (termasuk mak) betulkah? Pastu pulak memang aku mengaku la yg aku mmng kurang bersabar skit dan baran pun ada gak skit. Sape2 yg terasa aku membebel dan aku tercakap lepas im truly sorry. This is my bitchy site.


Cik Meducci semakin sensitif

Oh betul aku sgt sensitive. Sape tersentuh soft spots aku memang cepat terasa dan melenting. Apakah soft spots itu? kawan2 je la yg tau..



Cik Meducci tak suka..

Aku tak suka kenen-kenen kan org (wpun kekadang terbuat tnpa sedar ==), dan org kenen2 kan aku.tolong! cukup la apa yg terjadi kat aku dulu. Jgn sentuh peribadi aku, I DONT TOUCH YOURS.


Biarlah aku dh diri aku, aku buat sesuatu perkara yg baik, kalau jahat tolong tegur dgn baik. JGN PERLI. Aku paling tak suka org provoke2 ni.



Cik Meducci rasa ini..

Kenapa agaknya, walaupun kita sudah melupakan apa yg berlaku tetapi hati ini masih belum bersedia menerimanya kini?Kita tak nak makan budi org disebabkan kita pernah tak merasa selesa dgn org tu. Walaupun tak baik buat macam ni tap kita tak mampu menipu perasaan yg tersirat dalam hati. Mungkin semua ini akan mengambil masa, bukan sekarang ni, tapi satu hari nnti aku berharap la agar hati aku boleh menerima dia seadanya dan lupakan semua keburukan yg pernah dia buat sebelum ni. Wallhualam



Ps: Dah2..nak sambung baca anesthetic pulak. Wish me good luck ppl!










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Oh Tuhan..


Everyday I pray
Hope that You always bless me in peace
And strength in my soul for every challenging obstacle
I believe everything has their own reason


You give me hope
To answer all questions
To get through everything with smiles
With sense of thankfulness
I pray that You always watch every move
Bless me, I need blessings from You


Oh God, I give you my everything
To get through everything
In this challenging life
Oh God, I give you my everything
To comfort my soul
In your great guidance, always


There are times I feel
Life as thin as glass
If patients are limit
It'll finally shattered all over
Give my heart strength
To get through sadness
Please spare my strength, to my heart


Shower me with endless blessings
In my life..



Translated from Sheila Majid-Oh Tuhan


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I wish..just once more,




"Birds are flying over Europe skies, tell me please why can't I?"
-Alexander Rybak


Another falldown was coming through my way. I wish I could turn back the time. I wanted to be free; free from feeling of loneliness, hatred, jealousy, greedy, scared. None of people could understand what was happening inside me. My attitude reflexes the bitterness that eating inside my honor soul.

I wanted to be like birds, flying from one side to other side of the world, discovering, sensing; any of these I had never get a chance to do it. My life is like a book of law, doing things practically. I never actually be 'free'. It is like a remote control- doing things as what I am told to do.

A loneliness never seems to left me alone. I am lonely . Friends, sometimes they cheer me up. But still I'm feeling lonely. I'm searching for something that can accompany my lonely soul; not externally. Yet when I'm alone, a flash of never-returned memories suddenly call to my silver screen. Is my past still haunting for me? Do they want to see me dying once more??

I'm so scared with things going to be happened, especially if its meant to be me...I had had enough with broken heart....help me please Ya Allah, I pledge Your Mercy..Astagfirulllah, I beg your Pardon, please protect me, protect my love ones, give me strength to bear with it..



Wish not to cry again, but my eyes are not good liars

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