Watch me Shine!

Aku selalu bertanye diri sendiri..aku ni kuat ke?? yelah people judged me on the surface...tapi xpernah nak judge dalam2..only true friends can judge me, internally...aku ni kuat?? lemah?? mungkin 50-50 daripadanya..aku memang kalah dari segi emosi, aku dilahirkan sangat sensitive..i often gets hurt by words, actions, anything that makes me uneasy..itulah aku...

1 question..

kenape org lebih mudah marah dengan aku??

and

Aku susah nak marah dgn orang..i just keep it to myself if i get offended

kadang2, aku silap juga..cakap tidak bertapis..orang pon banyak terasa dgn ape yg aku ckp, pastu kecik hati..sometimes its hard for me to realise that..sbb aku rase ape yg aku ckp tu hanya gurauan and no offense!! kdg2 aku main2 je ape yg aku ckp, tp ade gak yg buat org GERAM. pastu marah kat aku..aku pon rase terkilan2 giler and shut myself down..tears again.. usually, i text a msg saying sorry or just directly see the person to accept my apology... and the sun rise again :)

my actions..kadang2 iritates jugak. aku selalu ckp nak menang..yg ni biasenye dlm family tp dh terbawa kat luar..aku ske ckp bende yg aku suke walaupon aku tau dorang x suke.masalah gak tuh.tp mcm xley stop plak habit ni..somehow must stop demi x menyakitkan hati orang...

Aku cume nk org tau, aku ni kuat!! walaupun selalu nagis, tp tangisan itu menjadikan aku lebih kuat untuk menghadapi mcm2 situasi...yes..im willing to fight!! and i believe experience is the best teacher. Aku bersedia untuk segalanya!! Watch me shine!

I'm not your average type of girl
I'm gonna show the world the strength in me
That sometimes they can't see
I'm about to switch my style
And soon things may get wild
But I will prove I can conquer anything
So from my head to toe I'm taking full control
I'll make it on my own this time

Get ready here I come
Until the job is done
No time to waste
There's nothing stopping me
But you don't hear me though
So now it's time to show
I'll prove I'm gonna be the best I can be
So from my head to toe
My mind body and soul
I'm taking full control this time

Better watch out
Going for the knockout
And I won't stop
Till I'm on top now
Not gonna give up
Until I get what's mine
Better check that I'm about to upset
And I'm hot now
So you better step back
I'm taking over so watch me shine

Bet you don't think I can take it
But my mind and body are strong
Bet you don't think I can make it
It won't take long
Bet you don't think I can take it
But my mind and body are strong
Bet you don't think I can make it
It won't take long
Now watch me shine...