To: somebody...
Apa salah aku dgn ko??
I didnt do anything that hurt u physically!
Ade aku marah kat ko?
Ade aku tengking kat ko?
Ade aku ckp something yg sakit kan hati ko?
Kalau ada ckp je la
tp aku rase xde..sebab aku dgn ko xpenah ade pape
or..
Did i hurt you mentally?
Did my act make u heartache?
kalau ade ckp jela
ni terus menerus buat cmni
penat aku nk jaga perasaan ko
tp ko buat xtau je
ko tetap nak org lain yg pujuk ko
bile ko buat cmni
ade ko pikir perasaan aku?
ade ko pernah pujuk aku masa aku down?
ade ke??
when i try to show my affection,
u simply drifted away,
ko xrase hati aku sakit bile ko buat cmni?
hell no, i dun want ur attention at all
aku cuma harap persahabatan kita mcm biasa
friends r the one where we can share almost everything
tp ko x anggap aku mcm tu!
ko anggap aku ni &%$&*!
ko marah ke aku kawan baik dgn kawan ko?
ko xske sbb ko anggap aku ni perampas kwn ko?
i tell u what
bullsh*t!
aku kawan dgn sesape yg aku suke!
ko xbole buat kawan ko tu hak milik ko sorang!
ko xde hak!!
u hear me??
u have no rights at all!!
aku tau ko sukakan perhatian
tp perangai ko buat org menyampah
pastu mula la mengadu xde kawan la..
pastu bila aku try nk nasihat
ko xnk dgr
ko tetap dgn pendirian ko
stop and listen!
im sick to ur revolting acts!!
penat nk ckp tp ko masih perangai mcm ni
xlangsung hargai org sekeliling yg care dgn ko
ko tetap nk org yg ko suka je
ok..
fine, kalau ko xsuke aku
aku xde hak nk paksa sume org suke aku
especially ko..
im not perfect
im just me, who else can change me?
aku x bole jadi mcm org yg ko suke tu
aku sedar perangai aku xbole buat sume org puas hati
tp aku ada perasaan...halus mcm ko
kdg2 aku ketepikn perasaan ni demi nk jaga hati dn perasaan ko
ade ko kisah?
ade ko appreciate?
never, u're heartless moron!
u're only care certain's feelings
sakit hati bile pengorbanan ini x dihargai..
kalau ko dah x anggap aku ni kawan ko
xpe...aku x kisah
tp beringat-ingatlah
akan ada seseorng akan buat ko jadi macam apa yg ko buat kt aku ni
baru ko tau sakitnye cmne
aku x mendoakan ko jadi mcm tu..
aku waras, ingat pahala dosa
but because u made bleeding wounds in my heart
and never consider to heal it back
then one day u'll know...how much i hurt, because of you..
ps: If u read this, i just want you to know, i dont hate you at all..this is just unspoken voice in my heart. I need to blurted it out..i dont want it be a pus that rotting myself..because i'm still consider you as my friend.
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