mid october 2
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ouchh!! adoiii, pedih gatal Ya Allah!! nape dgn aku ni???. aku tgh siap2 nk balik kmpk lepas cuti sem1 abis...last week dh pegi hospital kerajaan dia ckp tu ruam2 kulit biase je tp skang ni?? jadi terukk!! dh la besok MUET listening,writing,and reading comprehension..aku pon ckp dgn mak aku psl ni..mak aku risau gak time tu..tp kami bertolak gak balik KMPK sbb aku ade muet besok..bila dh smpai matrik tu mmng agak sakit la smpai aku xbole tido mlm tu!! adoiii
keesokannye...
*at 12.00pm-MUET finished*
aku dh memang xbole tahan!! sakit giler dn memang aku x concentrate ape yg aku jawab td..mesti muet aku teruk!! pedih dn sgt sgt gatal..aku pon call mak aku (kebetulan dia stay kt perak semalam sbb anta aku balik) bgtau yg aku dh memang dah x tahan azab pedih ruam kat kulit peha ni..aku nangis2 gak la ckp nk balik KL biarlah masuk sem2 lmbat skit SAKIT!!!. parents aku kesian tgk aku dgn muka pucat pastu meracau2 pedih,gatal..so ape lagi dorang pon dtg balik KMPK pastu took me out to dermatologist klinic dekat gopeng..jumpe sorang dr singh ni..
doc: selamat dtg, sakit ape??
aina: err saya ada ruam kulit yg teruk
doc: awak org mane??
aina: org KL..matrik perak
doc: klite?? can i speak in english??
aina: (pelik) sure..
doc: ok, ure having a skin problem and may i take a look on it??
aina: errr( malu ni) sure..ermm i need to put off my kain...
doc: kenape u malu??? u sick!! u shouldnt be embarres to let a doctor to look at you..now open up..(he called his nurse) help her to bukak her kain
adoiiii sgt memalukan...tp dh sakit nk buat cmne...(a moment after)
doc: its bad!! ure having bad ALLERGIC. ur allergic pattern is like a cabbage because its spreading and yeah its very bad.. what do u eat last time??
aina: err.. sea food...
doc: do you relised that ure having allergic from all these while?? and now,ur allergic is inside ur blood..u cant eat seafood..and your skin is very sensitive
aina: but,i never have any history of allergic...
doc: of course because its hidden..now once this is inside ur blood anything u eat will show up..this is called allergic reaction.im gonna give you 1 shot and see within this week..if this has no effect at all, u have to come and see me again...this is serious ... ur skin will have those allergic scars..it will leave black spot and never get white again..
he gave me an antibiotic injection and i tell you it was really "sakit"
doc: now intan, do me a favor..never touch seafood for months..if u can do it, avoid those food especially udang because that one is poison..it will make ur allergic worse..if u want to get well soon, from this day,stop eating meat..be a vegetarian for at least 1 month because chicken can make ur skin itchy and meat also..ikan pun same..some fish are taboo for ur allergic and better dont eat fish,like i said for a month..and when u go back to ur hostel please wash all ur cloth,especially ur towel with hot water and dettol and sidai kain jauh dari org lain...bcos ur skin is very sensitive and easy to exposed to bacteria...u are brilliant student, ur hygenic level must be on top..
aina: OK,thnks doc...
akhirnya selama sebulan aku jadi veggie..and btol la..my allergic gets better and smpai sakng aku xbole mkn udang.. T.T
SEM 2
hmmm...new lecture,new class..H2T13..hmm ok,,maybe lagi best kut dari sem 1 punye klas..let
yg bestnye..rumate aku,nadiah pulak satu lecture dgn 1 kelas dgn aku!! what a coincidence!!huhuhuh best la rumate 1 kelas..unik tu..selama ni aku dgr org ckp dia 1 lecture dgn rumate tp xsame prctikum(kelas) hehehehehe..agak bgga time tu..
lecture math- mr kong...tuto-ms kalai
lecture bio- en redhuan..tuto-pn hayati lab-ms tan
lecture chem- en izad..tuto-ms lizawati lab-pn
yg paling best is lecture bio!! enjoy giler klass..en redhuan best giler and buat lawak dlm kelas..pastu memnag phm dia ajar..trsuka plak bio and tuto dgn lab pon bole than gak...lab payah skit..miss tan tegas.aku igt lg time dia suruh lukis2 species (bab biodiversity) kelas len lecturer suh lukis 4-5 species pastu anta report mggu dpn..yg lecturer aku ni soh lukis 36 species pastu report nk 2 hari lepas tu!! adoiiiii nasib baik x suruh kaler..and bio report tula report tebal yg pernah aku buat..almost 20 pages..ahhhhhhh!!! nasib bek x gile time tu ngee~
mid mac 2009
urmm..urmm..takut!! result sem 1 nk kuar..Ya Allah,kuatkanlah semangatku nk tempuh bende ni...bila ignt balik ape yg aku jawab time exam final tu..eeeeeeeee ntah la..mcm hentam sume..uhhhhh takutnyaaaa..aku dok borak2 dgn classmate psl result, and mcm mane pihak matrik bgtau kalau student kene tndang ect,ect..hmmmmmmm buat aku takut gak!dh la mid sem math aku fail pastu plak carrymark untuk midsem test 10% masuk final..result ups aku agak teruk..mase tu dlm fikiran aku
1. kene tendang (selamat tggl mtrik..)
2.kalu x tndang pon pointer 2.0 kebawah..no chance 3.0 above..
result kuar pkul 1..mase tu aku ade lecture bio..tp x fokus sbb aku asyik fikir1 result..lepas lecture abis (mase tu pkul 1.10 pm) ..aku pegi dgn rumate ambik result kt dewan besar sebelah masjid..masing2 speechless..aku diam,dia pon diam..sume takut..mase masuk dewan tu aku tgk sume org tgh bertur..ade gak yg dpt result,senyum2,gelak2..xde sorang pon nagis.. aku trpisah dgn rumate sbb dia 1st intake meja lain2 drpd aku..aku pon cari la meja yg pegang result bdak2 2nd intake..dh nmpak aku pon beratur la..kebetulan yg jaga tu lecturer tuto math aku sem 1..dia tgh jaga meja tu..aku plak beratur agak pnjang la dgn hati berdebar2..lecturer tu ternmpak aku terus bgun dr meja tu pegi kat aku..
pn rohani: aina,nk tgk no matrik awak?
aina: ok..(tunjuk kad matrik)
pn rohani: MS08176545..jap eh (pegi balik meja dia)
aina: dlm hati *abis la..dia tau result aku..malu *
pn rohani: (dtg smbil senyum) tahniah aina...3 pointer ke atas
aina: erk???? biar btol cikgu???? tipu la!!
pn rohani: eh btol la..jap lg awak ambil sndiri slip awak..tgk betul2..ok la saya nk kuar ni..sekali lg tahniah eh..
aina: dlm hati *aku x prcaya*
sampai turn aku ambik result..
Ya Allah!!! biar btul??? omg.... alhamdulillah!!! aku pegang result bukak mata luas...Ya Allah!!!
tibe2 menitis air mata gembira sbb dpt result tu..sebb aku memang x target akn dpt 3 above..tp ni lah keajaiban yg Allah bg..Alhamdulillah..
keluar dewan lepas ambil result, aku menangis...Allah makbulkan doa kau..trus aku pegang result jalan nk balik bilik..mase tgh jln tu tibe2 azan zohor..lepas azan abis, tibe2 mak aku kol nk tanye psl result..dgr suare mak aku terus aku nangis teresak2..xtawla..tibe2 aku nangis..mak aku tanye dpt bape so aku lon ckp la..pastu mase tgh lalu depan masjid smbil nagis tu tetiba dtg sorang budak ni (out of nowhere)..dia tgk aku nangis pastu x ckp pape terus ambik result kt tgn aku..aku pon mcm merelakan je..(tgn still pegang phone lg) dia terus seyum ckp
" tahniah,intan dpt 3 keaatas..pandai la awak..arif xambil result lagi..tp mungkin rendah kut..congrats tau..dah la jgn nangis2..baru lepas azan ni.."
kata2 dia somehow menyedarkan aku..sejuk hati bila dia ckp cmtu..aku pon senyum kesat mata terus ambil result pada tgn dia dan balik..petang tu dia bgtau result dia...
budak tu Arif Affandi Wisman Sikumbang satu2nye name yg aku ingat smpai skng..
(keunikannya :) )
sem 2...brought new things in my life...i worked harder to maintain my result and it wasnt that easy...each subject gets harder and it strikes my nerve all the time... the hardest is math!!! i started to lose touch in chapter 2-trigonometry and the rest..payah btol! memnag x ppaham..rasenye dlm lecture aku selalu tido..and kesian kt mr kong..he is such a good lecturer tp budak2 ni x hormat dia..selalu ponteng kuliah (exp me)..math memang xske aku,dr tadika smpai skang..ntahla.aku lmbat pickup math..
Final exam sem 2
ok,this is it...Aina u can do it!! berusaha la byk2 sebb Allah akan tolong..like how He did in ur sem 1...its miracle!! and this is also a steeping stone for you to study harder and maintain ur result!!
study study study..tension!!!! omg,my hair turns white pastu bila x buat math mesti tido...aku buat 3 bende ni untuk release tension
1.main CS smbil dgr lagu (sengal je)
2.makan
3.tido
no 1 aku rase aku je girl yg buat cmtu
opps!! besok final!! paper english..pe nk study?? study je la jenis soklan..sambung la dgn bio hehehe my fav topic bio is biodiversity..aku ni pelik skit..sume x ske topic ni sbb byk menghafal tp aku ske pllak..nk buat cmne kan?? dh boring tuka chemistry plak..kalu math tu..ntah la bila aku study aku pon x ingat..ok nilah gmba2 menunjukan kesungguhan aku study during study week tu..hehehe
math math math!!
studying and listening....
pelepas tension!!
finally its over...last paper of that day is chemistry paper 1..yeay!!! i finally free!!after struggling like hell in 1 year finally im FREE.. hehehehhe..i packed my things up and say goodbye to my rumates..mcm biase la..mestila nangis...setahun dok same2 dgn rumate..selalu bersame2..ilove them sooo much..rumate terbaik..ill always cherish our moments together and they are my best frens in this world and hereafter...wooo~
for my classmate sem2, thnks for evrything..im sorry if i done any single mistake..love u guys for always..our short journey had taught me a simple meaning of 'friendship' and i will cherish all of our moments together...
with pn lizawati our chemistry toturial lecturer
H2T13 boys...ade 2-3 org missing
pink + blue ^^
ps: i love this moment :))
our video..
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Early Mei 2009
sedar x sedar dah sebulan aku dok umah...oooo boring giler..hmmm aku x pernah rindu KMPK..aku rase mcm dh completely free...mak abah dah sibuk2 untuk preparation nk g europe akhir bulan mei ni..mcm2 dorang buat..contact sedara kt Belgium,kwn kt london, mcm2 lagi la..memang excited nk pegi ni tp aku risau 1 bende ni..pemilihan 8 ipta lepas dpt result sem 2
so far lepas sem 1 aku pilih 8 bende ni
1. Doktor Perubatan Veterinar (UPM)
2.Zoologist (UKM)
3. Sains Marin (UMS)
4. sains peternakan (UPM)
5.pengajian politik (xigt u ape)
6.biology (UiTM)
7. TESL (UiTM)
8. Pengajian Sejarah (UKM)
yg aku memng nk sgt ialah VET... vet is my passion ever since i was a little girl..i just love to see steve irwin in animal planet,how he reacts with animal and mcm2 lagi..my idol u can say..lagi 1 aku syg haiwan..haiwan ni pon ade perasaan gak..dorang ade hak untuk diberi kasih sayang dn perhatian and i believe God has created them not just for eating purposes and also for affection...
2-3 days before results..
Ya Allah..kuatkan hati ku untuk menerima keputusan itu Ya Allah..sesungguhnya aku hambaMu yg tidak kuat Ya Allah..kurniakan keajaiban seperti nama Kau kurniakan kpdku semase sem1 ya Allah..aku yakin dan percaya kpdmu..tolongla aku Ya Allah..
dup dup dup dup dup dup (my heart beat unconstant)...
msg from Run Er at 10.30 pm (1 day b4 result): result out aldy..to check pls go to http://______________.my
nak check ke xnak?? org ckp result kuar besok result kuar pkul 10 pagi..hmmmmmm xpela check besok
i cant sleep that nite..
6.00am tomorrow morning
abah: adik, bagun solat subuh
aina: hmmmm (gosok2 mata) yela2...
bagun pagi dgn perasaan berdebar2..should i check the result??? lepas solat subuh,i went to my laptop and started to type the website address..."sila masukkan ic dan no kad matrik anda" the instruction says.. Ya Allah,this is it! selama setahun aku struggled and inilah resultnye..aku pon taip la no ic dgn matrik no...slowly i pressed ENTER...
YEAY!!!!!!! omg!!! wowwwww!!!!hhahahahaha!!!yepppie!!!huhuhuuhuuh!!!
mak adik dpt kekalkan pointer!!!! yeayyyy!!!!!!!
i ran to my parents room and hugged my dad..bpak aku pon yeke??congrats..dpt gak adik result yg baik..lagi smggu kita nk g england ni..nilah hadiah dr mak abah untuk adik! i smiled and slowly read my result..not bad,i managed to score A in my chemistry which i think was super duper susah..ntah ape aku buat?? rasenye mcm byk hentam heheheh..alhamdulillah..aku pon terus ambik air sembahyang and buat sujud syukur kpd Allah..Allah keluarkan keajaiban dia lagi untuk aku..huhuhuhuh seronoknya...hanya Allah yg tau perasaan gembira aku pada mase tu...
1 more question : BOLE MASUK VET KE?????
pointer aku nk kirakan agak rendah gak untuk ambik medic vet ni..aku fikir byk2 kali gak bole x aku apply ni??aku minat sgt dgn kos ni..aku ckp dgn ramai org la psl nk ambik kos ni...tp majotiry ckp "pointer tu rendah skit nk minta kos medic ni...susah nk dpt kut" mcm2la aku dgr dan bende tu merendahkan lg semangt aku..tp 1 je yg ckp aku bole APPLY vet that is my uncle DR RASHID ... he is a vet dan dia ckp aku bole dpt vet..and aku kekalkan 8 pilihan yg aku pilih mase sem 1 tu..i made up my mind..im not gonna chance!!
i still remember, 3 days before we're off to england, my heart suddenly drenched.. i dont know why but its something to do with my 8 choices...i kept thinkng about that despite from the excitability for my trip to europe...so that morning i rechecked my online application and kept browsing other courses in different universities and i just found out that there are 2 vet courses that is offer in 2 university that is UPM and UMK.. UPM is common for a veterinary institution but UMK??? wht is UMK?? university malaysia kedah ke?? i never heard of UMK in kedah..so aku pon google kat internet..i was really shock when i got to know that UMK is.. UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA KELANTAN.. kenape aku xpenah dgr??? rupenye baru tau yg umk ni baru nk masuk 2 tahun..baru lagi umk ni..kampus dia pon sementara je..no permanent campus yet..under construction kt Jeli dgn Bachok..hmmmm
another killer question: KELANTAN????
ehhhhhh... adoiiii huuuuuuuuu...hmmmmmmm mcm mane ni?? kelantan jauh giler!!! yeee~ mintak2 la aku dpt UPM dekat skit..tapi tu la..bole ke aku dpt..pointer untuk amik medik vet kene at least 3.5.... hmmm aku plak pointer x smpai 3.5..hampir2 la..xpela..ill just give it a try,i will choose upm as well as umk and i know the probability if getting vet course is just...impossible..tp xpelah..ill just give it a try..so my final choice was
1.Doktor Perubatan Veterinar (upm)
2.Perubatan Veterinar (umk)
3.zoologist(ukm)
4.sains marin (usm)
5.sains kimia(umt)
6.biology (uitm)
7.bahasa inggeris (uitm)
8.pengajian sejarah (ukm)
this is my final choice..aku berdoa byk lepas tu yg aku nk dpt no1 or no2..sebb aku nk sgt vet!!! so..thssres nothing i can do except berdoa..and 3 days after that im on my way to england..
to be continued...
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